Could I really!!??!!

Want another???Today I have been getting baby fever like BAD! I even said the words to Luis..I want another baby??? Really do I?? Or is that I am just so sad about how fast my baby is growing! She will be 2 in December..WTF it doesn't even make sense to me..I can't breathe thinking about how fast that went! It seems like the weeks and months are going tooo fast!

I just want to remember her as a little baby forever..I hate my memory. I can't actually remember lots of things from when my girls were babies..So I am gonna put it down here..

I LOVE the way she says "BOBO" that's her paci..Even in her sleep she looks for it and if she can't find it in her reach she will sit up and call it...Bobo..

Another sleepy one, if she wakes and wants to come into the bed with us, she will grab ALL her stuff from her crib with her..So she hands me her blanket and her pillow, even though I have all that in my bed..love it!

Love how she comes to me when she wants something or I am upset and puckers and makes the smoochy noise..AWW steal my heart..

I love when she leaves the room to go play with the girls she says her little bye-bye and blows the Kissie sounds..And her little hand is going so fast for the wave..

I love the way she says Sue you..Started off from her big sisters..One night I thought they were saying Screw you..But it was sue you.. with the same tone of voice as the other though..LOL

Just little things that I don't want to forget..I wish I could just bottle it up and save it all!

Compassion or Sucker??

So I have been trying really hard to find something from home, as much as I don't want to! I am looking to take care of some kids in my home..At least I won't have to leave the girls and I can contribute to the house..

So I put a add on craigslist for Child care..Well this morning I get a email from some girl asking if I can help her and that she lives in a shelter and doesn't get that much money she even sent me a pic of the little girl..

So every good part of me wanted to write back and say "sure bring her on over, don't worry about paying" Caring and compassionate me...But that's cause I tend to be very gullible and a HUGE sucker so the smart, responsible me was saying "WTH are you crazy" You don't know this lady, she could end up leaving the kid here and never coming back or bringing problems to my home and family!

I looked her up on myspace she had WAY more then 1 kid and the photos..OMG! ! When I seen that I was like UH..NO!

So I guess I have to keep waiting and pray that a good family comes along..I SO don't want to go back to work!

Compromise ..

Boring day, Luis had off but he slept till little over 1...Then when he woke up he decided to hide my laptop...I took the cards out of the cable box so he couldn't watch tv..It was all games..Then we went to his moms, which I was not too excited about cause she made HIM fish, I don't eat fish and neither does the girls..So he ate and we talked they were all laughing at me cause he hid my laptop..

He went fishing with his brother and he finally told me where my laptop was but then I couldn't find the cord! Ughh I was PISSED! He finally told me where he hid that!

All this was over the fact that I spend too much time online..So I told him that I will get off the computer when he comes home..We were up reallllly late talking/screaming but I am sure that we will get past this...

We have overcome many things and this is just one more obstacle in our way..

My 2nd Grader....

My baby started 2nd grade today!!!I can't even believe how fast this time is going..I feel like she was just my little baby and now she is reading books and doing math..Soon she will be doing science projects and learning algebra and then off to college..Then marriage and kids..OMG my head is spinning! Okay lets get back to second grade for now..

She had her uniform on, I like it sometimes that she uses a uniform like it's easier to find something to wear, but on her first day I would have liked to dress her WAY cuter! Good thing I didn't, she would have been the only one not in uniform!

We go to the school and we had to stand outside with her old teacher, the way they were doing it was the old teacher would bring them to the new teachers class..It was a little chilly out there! We finally go in and I find out that her teacher this year is a man..I wasn't too happy about that and I wasn't sure how Ava would like that, she has always loved her teachers cause they are sweet with her..But she liked him, she says that she knows him cause he has helped a few times with reading!

So her first day of second grade went really well! My big girl!








Ava's first day of school

Check-up time...

Today we went to the doctors, I did all 3 appointments while we were there..Waited 2 and a half hours!!! At least I had my phone. I blogged while we were sitting there..

My girls are all so tiny. Ava weighed 36 pounds, Zoey weighed 34 pounds and Nevaeh 22pounds. Dr. Dalal said that Vae is like the size of a 1 year old! I always ask him should I be worried about there weight and height and he says "NO" look at the family..He was the doctor for my husband and his sister and brother. So he knows that they are pretty much all small..

I got school supplies today and Ava's backpack! Almost time for school!

Darn AF came tonight too..ughh!

A Mog's Day...

Just one of them lazy days..Spent pretty much the whole day on Mog's..

Dinner was yummy though, Baked Ziti, the girls loved it. Luis called it puke..he don't know the good stuff..lol

Then relaxing and watching my soaps!

Also got surprised even more by Roxanne. She gave the uniforms to Ava, she said to not worry about paying her back..Sweet!

Playing catch up

So today was a total "catch up" day..on everything..Housework, DVR, even this, yes my blog.. I am trying to keep up with it everyday...But I have let it slip! I should take the time every night to blog but I don't especially since I have to upload photos and re size them, so I always end up doing back to back blog posts..I put my thoughts and what I did down for the day but then I go back and write the whole thing..Gotta love blogger for being able to go back and change the date..lol