Finding my way back...

I woke up tired, Zoey was up last night throwing up with a bad belly ache. She was up tossing, turning and moaning and I could not get to sleep. She woke up fine, I was a mess the rest of the day. I had a huge cup of coffee in the morning and that seemed to help a little bit. The rest of the day was pretty simple and laid back, helped Ava with her homework when she came home. We worked on her sight words also, she is so smart but she rushes through everything that she does, of course playing dress up and fighting with Zoey are much more important.


Dinner:
I was prepared to make chicken strips and macaroni salad for dinner but Puti called and asked me what I was cooking, and reminded me that this is Holy week. I usually only don't eat meat on Good Friday has been like that since I was young, but I figured I could do this one little thing and give up meat for a few extra days..God made sacrifices for us all, and I need to start teaching my girls now about these same things that I learned about growing up. I went to church with my grandmother every Sunday and was very into it and I just have to find my way back..



I do talk to my girls about God and I help them pray at night. I would like to believe that I am helping them to find there religion and to learn about God the best that I can, but I myself am not into it like I should be. I have God in my heart and I believe that he is the reason for all the good in my life and he is always by my side. But I just need to act on my religion and get back into it more, I would like to find a church and attend with my family. I am Catholic, have been since I was younger. I really don't know much about the other religions, kind of ashamed to say that but I was brought up Catholic and just stuck with it. I will let my girls as they get older make there own choices on what religion they follow but I will always secretly hope that they follow in there great grandmothers footsteps just like I am doing.