Wish I could...

Today Ava had to have her cavities filled. My poor baby girl! I hated the dentist as a child, well actually I hate the dentist as a adult to. I wanted Luis to go with her so he could see that bringing them candy all the time is not the greatest idea. Plus the idea of watching her in all that pain, not so sure that I would be the greatest support. He send me a text from in there, mind you I was in the same parking lot just a little bit down, grocery shopping. When I got the text that she was crying, ever ounce of the protecting mommy kicked in and wanted to run over there, but all I could do was stand in the aisle of the grocery store and cry with her.


I know that it's something that she has to have done, but I hate to see my girls in pain or even hear it. He sent me another text that she was okay. They ended up having to do a baby root canal on her tooth. The hole was too big, I just pray that not all of them are like that. They only did one cause she is so tiny they didn't want to have to give her too much anesthesia at once, Which I understand with my mind but my heart is like, does she really have to go back and do this all over again 3 more times..Talk about one of those moments where your really feel helpless as a mommy! If I could take her place, I would..


I know that we can't protect them from every kind of pain that they will have to endure, but you can damn well believe that if Its something in my power to keep them safe, I will! I would gladly give my life for any one of my girls in a heartbeat..There my world and not having them in my life would make me Incomplete.