Letting Go...

Today Luis had his Endoscopy. Jay and I waited in the waiting room. I brought my laptop with me, I already knew it would be a long wait. Just hoping that everything comes back good. When he was done we went home. I decided it was time to go food shopping...It has been a hectic week and didn't go yet..

Dropped Jay off at home and then went to Price right..Got everything I needed from there and then went to Food basics to get some meats. When I went up to the register..I got the call. Luis telling me that Don Ruben had passed away. So I rushed as fast I could.

When we got up to the hospital we all went into the room. He was still hooked up to the machines...They were waiting for one brother to get there.. It was SO sad to see this family looking at him. The doctors had declared him dead after they took a series of test...They only left him on the machines so the family could be there for it and say there goodbyes...

It was so sad to watch this family in so much pain...A few of them broke down so badly and all I could do was cry with them. I could feel the pain in the room.

It made me think of my mom and how I am not ready to lose her. WE fight so badly but I can't imagine her not with me. I also don't think I am strong enough to handle it..Please God give me lots more years with her!!!!!!!!!!