It's time...

We got our light bill today..WOW more then we have paid in a long time..I know it's the A.C and the fans..But I can't turn it off. It's way too hot! So we keep on having the "talk". Go back to work cause It's getting to hard for him...=( My heart screams NO, but my mind knows it's time.. I do have to help out, it will help us accomplish our dream of getting a home, that much faster..Plus I think my sanity can use it a little bit..A part time job and a few hours away from them may do some good ALL around..Just getting my heart to follow is going to be the hard part!